There was also the night I kissed another man. It was after "the affair" my husband had and sometime during one of his trips. I'm sure anyone could guess, I don't know why I did it. I really think it had something to do with the way I felt as described in "Emotion Salad". Yes, actually it was during that time.
I was so excited about my new status, that of which I can kiss anyone I want to, that I just had to tell my husband about it. Also, (and of course) I wanted to show him what it felt like, but most of all I wanted him to want me more...
This is all making me sound so shallow, even to myself, but I actually liked the guy. He had beautiful eyes, a latino like me and he had no qualms about letting me know he wanted to have sex with me. I still remember a time when that would have sounded insulting. Now that I am 38 and walking alone it's a compliment. How things change! Or maybe they haven't changed but my views have been corrupted by life experiences...
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