I don't know when I'm leaving for L.A. at this point. There is NO WAY I'll make it by the weekend and I feel bad leaving the house the way it is when there is still a lot more that could be done to make it so much better!!
I might just postpone the trip until we are ready to move for good... After all, if I go now I might have to go by myself with the kids, as because of my travel uncertainties, those who might have gone with me will not be able to at this point.
That certainly sucks!
But I'll adjust to the new idea and be happy that it's summer in Indy, otherwise I might crawl into a hole and not come out until spring... I really dislike the winters...
Kelly finished a painting today (the first in many years) and she even titled it "The Darkness Inside". I think it's a great thing, not that she has darkness inside, but that at 14 she's trying to communicate that she's not all that happy...
Hopefully we'll be able to talk about it. Rather, she'll be able to talk about it.
I better go, I'm getting really jittery from the medicine and I'm twitching like mad... I feel like Faith Hill in "The Stepford Wives": Do-si-do, do-si-do, do-si-do...!
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