I need to write. I want to write... but somehow I just can't .
This whole tsunami thing has just been too much on my mind. When I first heard of the earthquake and the total casualties, I compared the 20-odd thousand number of deaths to those lost on 9/11 and already it seemed overwhelming. Now they are saying it could end up in the 100,000's...
Here is something for those of you interested in the "unexplained": I had this dream (about 2-3 times) that I was somewhere near a beach but inside a building, and all of a sudden waves started to get bigger and bigger engulfing everything in sight. I remember being terrified, but somehow I knew I wouldn't be hurt. Almost like I was there, but just as a spectator.
It got so that I had to research more about tsunamis, to see exactly how devastating they could be. So I went online and didn't really find anything. At that point I assumed that they must not be very dangerous, as there wasn't much written about them. Nothing in the past and no information on the possibility of one reaching a populated area.
I wonder if this is the end of that dream. I have a feeling it probably is...
Regardless, there was a man at the post office yesterday from Sri Lanka. I told him about my dream and he gave me his card (in all seriousness) so I could call him if I ever have another catastrophic dream again. He said he hadn't lost anyone in that tragedy, but he did reiterate that he was very serious about me calling if I did have another dream.
Anyway, this is today and I still have his card and I'm debating whether I should keep it or not. I'm also debating whether I should have another piece of bread with Nutella.
Goodnight.
PS: I guess I could write in the end!
Gabby,
ReplyDeleteYou need to quit the alcohol and drugs and get yourself, "... back to the garden." Or so the song by the once-popular Crosby, Stills, Nash and Young said. Hope all is well in Calif. and you Stefan and the kids are doing well. We miss you all, and hope life in the "Runble valley" is going well. Bobster said that.
Bobster!!! I'm happy to see you on my journal... thanks for commenting...! When will you start writing one??? Hugs... G
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