I should write about my drive out here, the arrival into our new home and all that stuff, but there is something weighing heavier on my brain now...
Remember that entry where I wrote that "she" had given birth to her baby on the 2nd of September? Ok, now I don't know. It was either the 2nd or the 11th or the 12th, or maybe it was 2 months prior and that would mean it's my husband's...
As much as it would really seem an improbability, and as much as everyone who advises me has said "surely not", the fact remains that she lied about many things and most importantly she no longer wants to meet me face to face -- or at least not "tommorrow" as she put it, "but maybe in the future".
ARE YOU KIDDING ME??? I'm not about to re-live all this again in a couple of years... so I've opted out of this friendship of odd sorts...
Any thoughts/questions on this?
What do you mean by "and that would mean it's my husband's..."
ReplyDeleteRon Hawkes
Master Sergeant Retired (USMC and USAF- OSI Agent)
This blog started one night (I think it was June of 2003?) when I was miserable over my marriage. The first was only a single posting... Fast forward to December after I found out he'd had a 2-month relationship that culminated on a night of 3rd rate sex. The bottled up emotions found their way out through my fingertips onto the keyboard... And my creative side and my misery became friends and introduced me to writing as a way to switch off my brain.
ReplyDeleteHmmmmm....yep, I have thoughts on it. 'Tis an odd friendship indeed...but only someone like you could master it. God bless you. Find out for sure....you need to know....
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