I LOVE LIVING HERE!!

I'm so happy to be back in L.A.  The weather has been amazing (outside of 3 days of rain) and everyday I get up and love looking around me...  We're on the hill and the view is wonderful, as are the streets around us -- surrounded by all these beautiful trees, plants, flowers, etc.  And *very* few bugs... if any at all.

This afternoon we went to a birthday party at a bowling alley and it was such a cool mixture of people and cultures, and everyone was as friendly to us as the hostess (who's a friend of mine from last year, when I went to the hospital with the ear infection).

Anyway, I have so much to write about I don't even know where to begin.  It's so much it feels like nothing at all, like a huge mountain you don't notice because you're standing too close to it...  I suppose the big question still lies with my last writing...  Is the baby his or not?

I am very aware that many people think I should leave it alone if she's not doing anything, or bothering us with it, unfortunately I cannot disagree more.  I think I owe it to my children to find out so someday they are not surprised by an unknown woman carrying their sibling.  What's more, I really despise allowing her to have this sort of control over us as long as we don't know for sure.  A sort of dark cloud lingering in the background.  And for those of you who know me well, you know I can't leave a stone unturned...

tune in next time...