Someone Watching Over Me

Yesterday I tried to post the same thing twice and both times I screwed up and erased everything...

I now believe Someone was watching over me.  The post had to do with something I did that is more for R-rated readers, and after the fact that I didn't get to post it I realized maybe I wasn't allowed to by AOL... 

I read the guidelines and I guess as long as I don't use "bad" language I'm ok to post whatever... right?  I should really research this, because it is a funny story... (which will not be posted here... yet!)

Today I heard about a friend of mine who was told by her sort of boyfriend that "he needed some space".  I didn't think this was a big deal to her, considering she never really liked him to begin with.  Now she's in mourning, really sad about getting the "need space" excuse.  I am sure she is now in love with the guy because he is rejecting her.  WHAT IS WRONG WITH US??? 

What is sooo damn appealing about someone who does NOT want us that makes us want them all the more???  This only happens after you've had a relationship with them, of course.  I don't think I ever wanted someone for long after finding out they didn't like me unless we had dated.

Thinking back to when I met my husband, who had never been married (I have been married before -- more on that when I have nothing better to write about) and seemingly never wanted to, he was crazy about me.  Probably because I didn't want him, really, and I had an attitude problem...

I hate the fact that all the cliches are true "you always want what you can't have", "nice guys finish last" etc. etc. 

I would like to change all that. 

G