Mmmmmmm.... I'm glad I was still asleep and had no time to think. I'm happy I didn't see the caller ID, or I might have not answered.
It's funny how two people can assume all the wrong things, and in a single instant throw away something meaningful over something meaningless. But thanks to those above, and to the fact that my brain takes about an hour or two to be completely awake, I answered the call and was better for it. Because all in all, I'm still human, and getting me in the morning is very much like getting me when I'm drunk, or when my brain is at its most basic, cradling the most basic of human emotions... and that desperate need to feel connected.
Amazingly and fortunately, I didn't fuck up. Or I don't think I did, keeping my head above water and still managing to get some points across... and as I sit here and write I can't for the life of me remember what those points were... Only one that mattered: Please don't disappear. I won't disappear either.
And for now, that's all that matters.
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