Wrecked

I am watching Flight 93 and literally shaking...  I'm so nerve-wrecked I don't think I'll sleep tonight.  My heart is racing. 

This is the reason my mom tells me I shouldn't watch the news.  I get way too involved where I feel the emotions of others so real and so strongly...  it's very toxic.

I think the pain of losing someone is intense no matter what, how or when.  Then I realized that quite a few of these people actually got a chance to say goodbye to their loved ones...  but what kind of torture would it be to be speaking to someone in the present knowing that it will be the last time and their death is imminent??  I can feel the desperation of trying to stop time, stop the world from turning, to avoid whatever it is that is going to happen...

Wait, now they can't find the plane after it crashed???

Jeez... I'm getting a headache... 

G