Husband left today until Friday. I really miss him already. I'm scared and sad about my predicament and he's not here and I just need him.
It still amazes me how much he means to me. He is the most influential person in my life, my rock, my rest, my shelter, my too-many-things-to-list, my love.
Tomorrow I have a Ob/Gyn appointment to run tests to see if I could have some sort of an infection. Nothing's changed much, and I feel crampy all over. Everytime I cough or sneeze my lower stomach muscles cramp really bad, I hope I remember to tell the dr. this...
That's probably why I'm feeling so needy. I really do not want to go to the dr. alone, just in case. And since my man will be in Europe, getting a hold of him will be more difficult... Oh, well... I better stop thinking about this and whatever happens, happens.
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