I'm so happy to be back in L.A. The weather has been amazing (outside of 3 days of rain) and everyday I get up and love looking around me... We're on the hill and the view is wonderful, as are the streets around us -- surrounded by all these beautiful trees, plants, flowers, etc. And *very* few bugs... if any at all.
This afternoon we went to a birthday party at a bowling alley and it was such a cool mixture of people and cultures, and everyone was as friendly to us as the hostess (who's a friend of mine from last year, when I went to the hospital with the ear infection).
Anyway, I have so much to write about I don't even know where to begin. It's so much it feels like nothing at all, like a huge mountain you don't notice because you're standing too close to it... I suppose the big question still lies with my last writing... Is the baby his or not?
I am very aware that many people think I should leave it alone if she's not doing anything, or bothering us with it, unfortunately I cannot disagree more. I think I owe it to my children to find out so someday they are not surprised by an unknown woman carrying their sibling. What's more, I really despise allowing her to have this sort of control over us as long as we don't know for sure. A sort of dark cloud lingering in the background. And for those of you who know me well, you know I can't leave a stone unturned...
tune in next time...
2 comments:
I hope you find some resolve or answers to the questions you have about the woman and the baby.
Monica
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I hope I will... as a matter of fact I know I will -- I just can't seem to let things rest until I get to the truth. It's always been such a predominant traint in my character!
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