I suppose I have been purposely avoiding talking about my marriage for a reason: Everything is going fantastically well, but I am in disbelief. So at facing the risk of writing something that: a) is a facade; b) realize I've become one of those women who fail miserably to recognize the fairytale is anything but; c) I will regret reading later... I've avoided the issue completely.
The changes in him have been unbelievable. I feel really loved and all that, but most importantly I see a change in him, in his spirit. He's much more relaxed, way more emotional, more conversational, more considerate and attentive, just miraculous changes to say the least!
The most beautiful part is watching this man I've loved for so long come up to the surface. So I don't have to dig and dig to find him anymore... I want to spend more time with him and have recently turned down great offers for entertainment because I wanted to stay with him and the kids... I finally feel that we are a family.
Tomorrow I'll wake up and it will all be different I'm sure... But that's how it goes.
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