Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Crossroads


Ever since that day I've had a difficult time feeling "happy" but the only thing that really moves me is anything to do with my love for Him or my reverence for his Holy Mother...  It's the only stuff that reaches my heart!  Everything else has lost its luster...  It feels like I should just live in church as I have an almost disdain for the things of this world, knowing that no matter how much I have or how much I get it's never enough... So I'd rather go the other way.  And I don't know what to do with this...  How do I help my children be part of a society I don't have respect for and I don't believe in as a functional way to reach our highest potential as human beings??  I guess I'm just having a hard time and I need some guidance...