whew... another day finished... It just seems that the days are passing by and they are piling up on a corner, waiting for me to sort through them like all the other clutter in my office...
Clara is asleep on the couch... while Bala is still running around. He's a night owl, just like me.
Anyhow, should I pile them in the car and go to the barn for the millionth time to give Prince his medicine? I really don't feel up to it, but I know I'll feel guilty -- especially if he loses his eye.
Shit. I'm so tired and getting through the day without Stefan is getting harder by the minute. How can I be happy, find things to occupy my mind when he's not here? How can I replace him - but then still have him be my #1??? That's asking a lot...
Didn't I know it would be like this when we met? Is this the perfect life I wanted??
Goodnight...
FAST FORWARD TO JANUARY 2004 TO FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENED - LIFE TOOK ANOTHER BIG TURN...
